writing this has to be the hardest thing ever , i really never understood why , or how ? why did god have to take such a beautiful soul ? you live through me literally , you send me signs all the time to let me know you’re right beside me the beautiful sunsets , the rain , the sunny days , anytime candy rain comes on i start to sob because mommy always said that was your jamm ! everytime i feel like i wanna give up i get picked up & brought right back on track & i know its you ! mommy & i sit & talk about how you guys were in highschool & how she wishes she called you like she wanted the day before we got the call. i really wish heaven had a phone , & i really wish you could answer to me anytime i pray but i really hope you’re listening always ! our birthdays are coming up , so so soon big virgos :) you just wont be here to celebrate this time 😞 6 years & bruh it feels so unreal still ! come visit me in my dreams , i really need it . until we meet again stephie i love you ❤️